[Gpdd] Bridge: My Brownie Bear is gone :-(

[Leah McNeil]

Slaves,
I can't write much right now
because the tears won't stop. :-(
But, I just wanted to Thank
You all who have called me
and emailed me, etc. I haven't
been able to read everyone's
emails yet, because it just
hurts too much right now.

Brownie Bear passed away right
before we left for the Vet's.
Blaine saw that BB was starting
to convulse a little and so I
held her and we both kissed
her and told her how much we
Loved her and she sort of just
went limp in my arms. But, she
was still breathing. I put her
back in her Cuddle Cup and
Blaine helped me get her and
Butterscotch into my car and
I drove off. I was petting her
when I was waiting at a stoplight
when I noticed that she didn't
look right. So, I lifted her
blankie up and she had just
drifted away. It was a horrible
drive, but I continued to pet
her all the way to the Vet's
as I cried and cried. I called
Blaine and told him that our
little girl was Home. And then
I called Mary, the pigs' Favorite
petsitter in Virginia.

I am having her cremated and
her ashes returned to me.

It has been a Bad day for all
of us here at 'La Casa de
Brownie Bear'.

I have been keeping a good eye
on Butterscotch. I let him have
some time with her at the Vet's.
It was so Sad. He just had this
lost look on his face. He's
been eating, but I've been laying
on the floor by the cage syringing
him water. He just looks lost,
like he doesn't know what to
do.

I have to go now. I'll write a
proper tribute to my Bear at
a later time.

This sucks, but I have a job
interview tomorrow. I typed up
and printed out my 'practice'
notes earlier, but I can't seem
to focus. I may just goto bed
early and get up at the crack
of dawn. Maybe tomorrow will be
a better day... 


 
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